freaks come out at night

crazy how more involved and comprehensive i am with my thoughts at night.
always considered myself a night person.
this is the season/year of the vamp(ire).
amen, for imsomnia too.

its 4 am right now and i still have energy.
10 am class tomorrow too. smh.

i also found god again.
lately i have been surrounded by anarchy.
i cant get rid of the very foundation that i grew up on. religion means a lot to my culture.
say what you want.

anyways,

i got a thirst for blood, not the fluid but metaphorically.
blood in the means of grieve that i will cause everybody in the future.
cant wait to rub it in everybodies faces.
everybody that didnt believe me, had their doubts, said it was "impossible," or in my "dreams,"
will feel the wrath of the carnage im about to enflict into this world.
i owe it to myself to be the best kross i could be.

lately i've been confused about the meaning of life, but it suddenly struck me.
nothing comes easy. im not gonna get everything i want, and my input means a great deal to my future.
no progress is recieved unless work is given.
even when nobody gives a fuck about you, still put in the work.
it will pay off, in time.
a lot of people dont have that patience.
so, i shall step it up and wait in this lobby of life.
the dreams i held before became blurry with the complexity of life
but with signs, they became clearer.
signs are like visine for life.

signs that keep reality in check,
signs that get you out of that "flying" feeling of love.
because as many know, love can alter your thinking.
positive and negative.

further more to my dreams,

i almost cried singin along to drake's successful because i know my success is innevitable.
and you can archive me on that, i dont give a fuck.
you cant stop kinetic force.

a lot of people will be surprised in the future and regret not sticking by my side.
& if you think im directing this to you, then by all means its about you.

im goin for the personal jets.