play that game of life

ventilation.
-i need some in the tights spaces of my room better known as my life...currently.
first of all, sometimes i wish i could end somebody with something when you get that top notch feeling with them, right at that moment, so nothing ends up screwd up.
-sometimes, i think its in my nature to fuck up. my life is full of mistakes. why? who knows.
-little things amount to huge results.
- we all have our vices to escape reality, mine most of the time is LOVE.

-don't let anybody tell you what LOVE is. LOVE is self defined.

if she left me today, i would still love her. if she never talked to me again, my love will still be there. if she did something against my well-being, i still love her. her name is monica gonzalez.