Sunday, June 22, 2008

hate it or love it

im crazy about her.
but she questions it.
right now im really heartbroken.
idk if its because of her words or this critical situation that is occuring.
i want to say something but my pride wont let me.
i want to believe but my heart wont let me.

love is unconditional, when you know you have it, you do. dont let anybody tell you otherwise.
i dont want to bring my problems into the work place, depression kills.
i ask myself, is this really happening?
what do i do? follow my heart.
do i keep coming back when im being pushed away.
again, words hurt like deep cuts or cigerette burns.
the word devotion is so meaningful.
what are these games people keep referring to.
when family is involved, that means alot to me. my family is close to me.
heartache, and it is just the beginning.

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